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Scars for the Broken by Narniakid

Definentely a favourite of mine now, wow... many words, so scribbled on and so hurt, which is so........ i'm not sure honestly, that is...

Leave me by TurntoTears

I say that's really good, the empowering sense of so many things it is immense, especially with what I can relate to it, which are seve...


Closing Eyes

Closing my Eyes with hope, love, sincerity and Trust...
We always take things for granted until the one you love vanishes...
Never once do we know what we have until it's gone,
Closing my eyes I Hope and Pray that it'll be different...
Wishing and Believing that it is different,
Minds faulter and Opinions Clash,
I can say when I Close my Eyes,
I feel safe...
Like I Matter with you around...
Words... are... nothing but what we Believe them to do...
They can Either hurt or heal us...
It completely and totally depends on what you do with what's told to you,
Whether good or bad,
You will only find out in the end as life does as it pleases,
Within these balances...
Adaptable sequences of events,
I have learned 1 very important thing with my life,
That is...
Everyone... Will eventually hurt you,...You just need to know who's worth the pain...
There is one Person who will get this...
One person on my mind...
One soul that is my Polar opposite that balances me,
Makes me who I truly am...
Makes me love my Self so I can love this person with all I am...
Makes me a better person in the long run and short,
Keeping my eyes open and correcting me when I'm wrong...
Healing my Shattered and Broken Soul...
Mending my Tattered and Abused Heart...
Bringing me back to...
Who I want to be...
Who I aimed to being...
Who I will be for this person...
Because they are More than worth it...
We close our eyes in several ways...
Blinking... Sleeping... Squinting...
Several ways...
However there is only one Person who I see behind my Closed Eyes...
Only one Person who can bring the absolute Worst and Best out of me...
This Person has seen unfortunately the Worst out of me...
I now Close my Eyes and sleep,
Only to wake up and think of ways to improve...
To better us as a whole...
Not my self individually as I am Internally and Externally happy for who I am...
In several years...
Feel alive...
I feel...
That I am worth something to someone...
I feel...
Like I have a purpose...
A Goal...
A future Vision and Plan...
Something I haven't had for many years...
So tell me 3 things...
Do you Miss me Miss Misery like you say you do?...
What do you See or Think of when your eyes are Closed?...
How can I improve to never lose you?...

♥My Darling Katt, I love you always and Forever♥
Closing Eyes
This goes to my Beloved.
share and tell, tail and pale the world revolves around so many issues but wanna know something? There's not enough tissues for the issues... Never will there be a silence that'll be enlightening.


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Sew my mouth shut and Staple my Eyes Closed.
I can't speak my mind clearly without causing issues,
Nor can I apparently see what the "True issues" are anymore,
So Sew my mouth shut and Staple my Eyes Closed,
They do me no more good when I am down below froze,
No longer can I ever be the Correct one for those around,
As all I ever am anymore is something to toy around with,
My own thoughts and actions mean nothing anymore,
They've become reactions of what's being shown,
And to that I do incline my mouth Sewn Shut and my Eyes Stapled Closed,
For they do me no more good when I can't even be my self,
Not even my alive self nor my Dead self,
No self indeed shall be me from this night there on,
I have lost all sense of all hope and feeling for another,
The Closure is now building in until the very end,
Almost as if it's a ticking time bomb of a series of events,
Would it be a sin,
If feeling warm rain upon my neck felt like Blood and caught a grin?
A grin of pleasure,
A shiver of Delight,
A murr in satisfaction from just the feeling of it,
Letting your mind waiver in and out upon consciousness while your walking,
Would it be such a sin,
If you were to try and replicate such a delicate proposal...?
A proposal only mastered by those who are gone,
Those who have lived,
Those who have survived,
Those with the wicked mind,
Those of you who know what just... ticks...
Could we at the same time go back to a day,
Where we once were so happy,
So loved,
Nothing bothered us or even scared us,
The silence is coming now,
The closing of the mind is near,
The confinement of which we call home,
The struggle that never ends between what we think we are...
And that of what others perceive us as who we really are...
The light fades,
The Darkness takes over,
The toll being too great more over,
And through all this...
Yet we still remain open,
And most interestingly enough...
Open... to another.
The words have been spoke,
The eyes see the proof both here and there,
We are as we are and nothing more,
In that same instance we are everything but yet...
So Sew my Mouth shut and Staple my Eyes Closed,
For I fear nothing more will ever be misunderstood or twisted,
For even then I won't have to see the lies and games,
The Brilliant display of deceit that washes about every poor soul...
And to this,
I do adjourn to a slumber of what would be enjoyed to being an Eternal Rest.

If only it really was Eternal...

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
So... after idk how long... atleast 2 years... I have decided to start my Empire again on a social networking site I go on all the time.  I've caused a lot of crap with people, both purposefully and non-purposefully, but reading back through things.  I want to give those people another chance at knowing me, not because I'm opening up.  But because I'd like to make things better than it was.  Because I am better than I used to be, some may look at this and read this- thinking I'm just blowing smoke out and lying my head off, well no... Come chat with me if you know the DragonStone Empire, and see for your self... this last year and a half... has been a real eye opener for me.  I'm... out of the groove of what I used to do, I veered off my path from what made me happy- I didn't and couldn't stay on a straight line, but I'm willing to give it another shot... nothing will be perfect, nor near perfect as it once was... but hey... I'm willing to try and see what can happen.


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If you irritate me or make me upset, you better stop while your ahead... Because once you've done me wrong- You will regret it, not necessarily by me though. Be weary of what you do around me or near me, and always... Expect the UN-expected.

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Jazzy-Wazzy Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hey, it's been a while. c:
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014
yea it definently has been a while, what's going on these days?
Jazzy-Wazzy Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Student Digital Artist
School, and stress. Been trying to not screw up my freshman year.
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014
that's always fun right?.. sorry rarely get on here anymore and if i do i've lost a lot of motivation to write anymore... so i rarely check anything, messages included.
Jazzy-Wazzy Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You you you you
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2013
yesh yesh yesh yesh?
Jazzy-Wazzy Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hi ; U ;
cutelittlemeatball Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
thx for the watch dude ^^
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2012
haha anytime~
cutelittlemeatball Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
woot woot
Katie-SNAPSHOT-Smith Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
Thanks for the watch :)
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
Your very welcome, it appears you have a fun and loving imagination through your pictures, gives me something more to think about other than the usual aspects of lines and graphs haha
Katie-SNAPSHOT-Smith Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
Haha, aww thank you! :)
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012
lol your very welcome, and it's true. so meh.
FlowerAppend Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite!
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012
Yep, thanks for the epic work! :D
FlowerAppend Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are very welcome! I really appreciate it! :love:
FallingAsleepTonight Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012   Writer
Clicked on random deviant and it sent me to you! Just passing by and flipping through other deviant's work, looking for inspiration. I write primarily non-melodramatic free verse poetry, something that I hope even people who aren't lit fanatics can enjoy. Just in case you're interested :)
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
haha, alright right on, i'll be sure to have a look, thanks :), yea, for me.. it's mainly free verse emotional for what i'm feeling at the point in time ^-^" so mine could be either highly depressing or very up-lifting and revitalizing
FallingAsleepTonight Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012   Writer
Haha, alright :)
SeikoTaijiya Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
woo O_O
SeikoTaijiya Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
o-o -blinks- ................
ElegantDragonMaster Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012
~falls down and hugs, then escapes and pounces back on~ O_O
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